Wednesday, July 27, 2016

My Chaperone Farewell


 
Yesterday fulfilled my chaperone calling. This was my eleventh and final trip. A parent asked if this trip was the best yet and I paused, reflecting  on the answer.  Partly because I’ve retired as school librarian after fifteen years, partly because my dad was in the intensive care unit, recuperating from heart surgery when she asked, and partly because we have sold our San Francisco home and purchased a new home on Orcas Island in the San Juan Islands.  I knew there was much going on above and beyond what was going on in England. Each trip is unique, partly because of participants, partly do to venue, and partly because of our ability to find goodness, be resilient, and make connections wherever we may be.

Despite these many pulls, being in and out of the classroom but always functioning as an educator these past 27 years has taught me how to compartmentalize events and pace myself through.  Not being a musician, it is a wonder and a joy that humans can produce that type of sound and do it together.  I asked Ben how he got everyone to end at the same time and he said that the smaller the movement (with his conducting fingers, my interpretation, not his words)), the more people attend. More times than you would expect, it is the little things that matter most. A small kindness, a touch on someone's shoulder, a smile sustains connection. We know that other things are happening, but right now, we are learning about the ancient Roman baths or about Gothic architecture. Later in the day, we may miss a parent or technology or pizza, but at this moment in time, we are fully given to what is happening right now. Valuable life skill when traveling and when living our lives.

Being a chaperone is frequently the exact opposite of focusing on little things.  There are big communications that need to be thought through before being delivered and they need to be delivered in a timely way. No reason to discuss hotel safety until we are ten minutes away from the hotel. Give info about what to put in the backpack twenty minutes before they will arrive in the lobby with their backpack.  We are all on a need to know basis. And for boys of this age, in particular, that info, even if needed, can be quickly replaced by more pressing items, such as rubric cube strategies.  A group of three older boys were frequently engaged rewriting the text words for  the Episcopal hymn (I think it is # 648) Let My People Go  with language like,"Oh you, chaperones, let the children go..."  When we were sitting at dinner and they were busy rewriting, I asked where they wanted to go and they laughed, but didn't answer. Hmmmm. So you can see there are many pulls...

There is an an appropriate intimacy  that comes from spending so much time together in such close proximity.  The conversations, if one perseveres, are from the heart and can touch the soul.  We learn much about the humans we normally see every day in the halls, in the classrooms, at lunch and during free time. But sitting next to someone on the bus for an hour, or walking though an ancient town two-by-two opens windows into the inner world of a boy.  It is one of the greatest joys and privileges of being a chaperone and I cherish those conversations and insights.

When my two grown children were little, I found that one of the perks of parenting was seeing the world through their eyes.  The first time my now 30-year old saw bubbles, his delight became my own. And that is true on trips such as this.  Boys discovered new worlds that can change who they become in the best of ways.  One boy has decided to take up the organ. Another learned he is fascinated by calligraphy. New friendships are formed and small rivalries are lessened because we must find a way to find value with each other. There was homesickness.  And there were little arguments about the angle of the coach seat in front of you, especially for choristers with longer legs (but not Calum).  I had a number of conversations with boys about needing to step up the kindness.  For bigger boys, there were conversations about my trust in their ability to help guide younger choristers, especially if someone was feeling sad or homesick.  I appealed to their growing sense of independent self and each one took that conversation to heart through their actions and words.  It is what we hope for as parents and certainly on an international trip, far from the familiar comforts and individuals that shape our life.

There are so many small joys.  The funny things boys say.  At dinner the night we had Indian food, one boy reminded another that you could pick out the good parts.  The other remarked, ”I know, I have to do that all the time in my life.”  When they are running on some local grassy area, I can forget they are professional musicians. The humming and spontaneous singing that can erupt is a gift and a transformation. The passion/innocence of a chorister in performance is a world that is unknown to me and always a gift.

As I have said at the end of other choir trips, it is a leap of faith to send your child across the world and hope for his safe return. And I promised parents that I would do my very best to return the boys “in the same or better shape.”  And I feel I have done that to the best of my ability.  Friends ask me why I do this so willingly.  How I can leave my world and take care of other peoples’ children without time for myself, with such a huge responsibility?  There were so many magical rewards  and three outstanding other chaperones.  Lee, Chloe and Harrison were everything one could hope for in a chaperone-dedicated, communicative, willing to do whatever was needed whenever it was needed,  always an eye towards what was best for the boys.  They were quick to step in, frequent with advice and guidance and consistently able to do what we hope for with the boys-find value in what lies ahead and what is happening now. The trip, to a very large extent, in the non-musical ways, was the great success it was, because of their presence, attitude and humor.  Ben too, above and beyond his musical direction, lent an air of jovial humor, ease and delight that was pervasive.  My admiration for him has been enhanced with great appreciation for the strong foundation he brings to a trip such as this.

I headed back to San Francisco then caught a flight just under two hours later to Portland.  My husband and I are staying with friends then heading up to Orcas Island where he has booked us a room at the Rosario Resort until our pods arrive and we begin the next chapter, fitting for a retiring school librarian.  If you do it well, you return enriched and enhanced.  I hope that is the case for each of the travelers on this Grace Cathedral Choir Trip 2016.  Thank you to the staff of Grace Cathedral, to Classical Movements and especially our tour guide Carter who never left a stone unturned and attention to detail inspired daily.  To Ben and the men who make music come alive, I am so appreciative To the parents and most especially, the boys, I will cherish this final trip.  Thank you for your trust and the opportunity.

-Helen

Monday, July 25, 2016

London

Breakfast seemed especially civilized.  Boys know what they like and carry it carefully (with one exception) to their table.  Tiny pots of coffee appear and reappear on adult tables.  We head back to the room to fill water bottles, bring an umbrella in case, and maybe a camera.  We're having a panoramic tour of London with professional London tour guide Sue.  There are about five choirmen that join us on the bus.  Boys spread into seats previously occupied by the men. Our driver Peter checks in with Sue about routes and the amount of time we will remain at any of the stops we take.  Sue has been leading tours since 2007.  She has asked us to hold questions until the end because it would other "break the flow".  And she is a swiftly moving river of information and detail about London, English history, monarchy, wars, battles, monuments, layout of the city over the past thousand years or so, architecture and so much more.  We hear about Queen Victoria's log rein and how the current queen has surpassed her record.  Boys hear about Prince Albert just before we see what appears to be a gold leaf statue of him with four statues representing four continents.  We also stop outside St. Paul's, by Buckingham Palace to watch the royal army march.  Since we didn't get in line by 9, there was no way we were going to see over the crowds. Which was fine because there was a railing we could sit on and bearskin hats with different colors (all explained).  So glad the boys had those bright gold shirts to wear-so easily seen in a crowd.  We stopped for lunch near St. Paul's Cathedral then played on the c=grass until chaperone groups met again.  Sue took us on a small outside tour of St. Paul's then we were off on the bus to The Tower of London.  I was dragging and the boys were not far behind.  We heard about different kings, especially Henry and 8th and his propensity for killing wives.  Sue heard boys liked the bloody tales and there were plenty to be heard.  Just after seeing the Crown Jewels, and before hearing all about medieval torture, we had  ice cream cones (or sorbet depending on need), a rare sugary treat. It did the trick and we had enough energy to visit the Traitor's Gate before heading back to the bus which took us to The London Eye.  Men met us and we ended up going in two different pods. Ben asked the men and three choirboys to sing and the sound of their voices resonating off the glass was a delight.  The views were amazing and we were so happy to be taking pictures of each other and the world of London.  There was a mounted ipad you could tap which would give info and Ethan D. was busy learning, learning then telling, telling.  There were two boys who wanted to go to the gift shop while the rest frolicked in a nearby green area.  Two couples were busy kissing which was fascinating to some and repugnant to others.  People watching in London is always fascinating.  Boys played with a collapsible ball while others played piggyback racing games.  There was some moth observing, cloud observing and  joking about until we boarded the bus for our farewell dinner.

At dinner Ben gave a series of speeches acknowledging the choir for a job well done, Calum for his service and dedication, the chaperones for their boundless ability to  serve the boys, Carter for his leadership and me for being "the Mother of the tour." It was sweet and kind and thoughtful.  We headed back to the hotel  where exhausted boys readied and quickly went to sleep. We leave for home tomorrow afternoon!
Ms. Banks tries out the window seat outside our hotel room.

Prince Albert